Monday, 17 January 2011

3rd assignment

I arrive home to find some familiar music playing on the CD player. The lights were down low and candles were lit. I found my girlfriend lounging in a bubble bath with a glass of wine. She told me to hurry up and shower and wait for her in bed. I showered quickly and grabbed a glass of wine. My body was tingling and my cock was starting to get hard in anticipation of what was coming. My girlfriend came out of the bathroom with one of her silk robes on.

The strap-on was poking through the front. All of a sudden it looked much bigger than it did online. I could feel my little hole start to tighten up. I took a big gulp of wine. My girlfriend was really into the role-play. She sat down on the bed and leaned over to give me a deep kiss. " You really turn me on. Look how hard you make my cock" I reached for the rubber cock and started running my hand up and down it. "Suck it for me baby," she said. I put my mouth on it and started to take it into my mouth. It was a lot bigger than I imagined. I started to move up and down on it, taking as much of it into my mouth as I could.

"That's it, baby, suck my cock, you love sucking my hard cock, don't you? "She said. "Let's 69, I want to lick your sweet man-pussy, she said." I was all for that, anything to make it easier for that monster to get inside me. I really liked the way she licked my ass. Once again I could feel my anus opening up for her. Then I felt a cool liquid being poured down the crack of my ass. With the help of the lubricant and her saliva she soon had three fingers inside of me. It was an incredible sensation but I was still worried. She had me turn over so that I was on my back. She lifted my legs up and knelt in front of me. My ass was slick with the lube and the dildo was coated with my saliva. She pressed the head against my anus and started to push slowly.

"Breathe," she told me. I exhaled and the first inch was in me. There was a curious mixture of pain and pleasure. She started to pull on my nipples, which is something that always turns me on. She also started to talk dirty to me, which really gets me going.

"How does it feel baby to have my hard cock in you? I love the way it looks going into your sweet man-pussy. I can't wait to have it all in you" By now she was almost all the way in. It hurt a lot but there was also an incredible feeling of pleasure as she moved it in and out of me. I was really glad we had used a lot of lubrication.

"I'm all the way in you now, baby" she whispered. Now I am really go to fuck you. " She started picking up the pace, moving in and out of me while still playing with my nipples. I could tell that she was really turned on by it as well. Meanwhile I was in another world. Yes, there was pain but there was also intense pleasure. Every time she pulled out I couldn't wait for her to push it back in. So this is what it feels like to be fucked? I was hooked.

She kept it up for about 10 minutes and was really fucking me hard and fast when she finally started to shake and scream "I love fucking you, it feels so good to have my hard cock buried inside you” and with that she came really hard.

She pulled out of my ass and got off the bed, leaving me there fucked and gaping. My man-pussy felt sore and wonderful all at the same time. I felt as though my maleness had been taken away and that something fundamental had changed for me.


2nd assignment

my next assignment was as follws:-

"You are to go onto XXXXXX chatroom and pleasure another. You will then copy the conversation and put it on your blog. I expect it to be very passionate. As always you are to stay hard and not cum...."

the chat went as follws, i am cum_slut



[panty_stud] 9:10 pm: would u luv some cock now ?    
[Cum_slut] 9:11 pm: yes, can i try yours?!
 [Cum_slut] 9:14 pm: black lace thong and bra hon, and heels
[panty_stud] 9:14 pm: nice
[Cum_slut] 9:15 pm: glad you like "runs a hand up your thigh"
like that?
[panty_stud] 9:16 pm: oh yes
[Cum_slut] 9:17 pm: "kiss's you hard on the mouth while my
hand reaches your crotch....
[Cum_slut] 9:19 pm: " i run my hand over the bulge in your
panties......
[panty_stud] 9:20 pm: yes touch my clit ever so gently
[Cum_slut] 9:21 pm: "softly rubs the soft silky material,
stroking your clitty...
[Cum_slut] 9:22 pm: feel it swell to my touch....
[Cum_slut] 9:22 pm: kiss's you behind your ear while
massaging the tight swelling in your panties...
[panty_stud] 9:22 pm: yes anf i will be reaching down to
stroke it for u
[Cum_slut] 9:23 pm: slaps your hand away, i want to
pleasure your clitty tonight
[panty_stud] 9:23 pm: mmmm
[panty_stud] 9:24 pm: no problem
[Cum_slut] 9:24 pm: i slip my hand under the waistband of
your panties....
[Cum_slut] 9:25 pm: past your soft tuft of hair......
[Cum_slut] 9:25 pm: all the while kissing you...
[panty_stud] 9:25 pm: oh that does feel good
[panty_stud] 9:25 pm: getting harder now
[Cum_slut] 9:26 pm: run my painted finger nails down your
clitty....
[Cum_slut] 9:26 pm: feeling it harden under my gentle touch...
[panty_stud] 9:26 pm: u have very soft hands
[Cum_slut] 9:27 pm: and you have a very hard clitty.....
[panty_stud] 9:27 pm: oh yes and getting harder
[Cum_slut] 9:28 pm: i strip you naked and kneel before you....
[panty_stud] 9:28 pm: cant i leave my stockings on
[Cum_slut] 9:28 pm: working on your clitty with my fingers of
both hands....
[Cum_slut] 9:28 pm: of course you can babe
[panty_stud] 9:29 pm: ty     
[Cum_slut] 9:29 pm: i watch your clitty rise in front of my face.....
[Cum_slut] 9:30 pm: i give it a long, hard stroke, and spot a little
dot of pre cum in there.....
[Cum_slut] 9:30 pm: do you have pre cum, hon?
 [panty_stud] 9:30 pm: yes i do
[panty_stud] 9:31 pm: a sweet little drop for u
[Cum_slut] 9:31 pm: thought i could see it      may i taste it?
[panty_stud] 9:31 pm: a prelude on whats to cum
[panty_stud] 9:31 pm: yes pls do
[Cum_slut] 9:32 pm: i lean forwrd with my mouth open.....my
tongue makes contact with your hot flesh....
[Cum_slut] 9:33 pm: i take your swollen hot clitty into my slutty
mouth...
[panty_stud] 9:33 pm: ooo yes your tongue feels velvety
[Cum_slut] 9:33 pm: my tongue reaches out for your balls as i
engulf you with my mouth....
[Cum_slut] 9:33 pm: savouring your pre cum....
[panty_stud] 9:34 pm: there is some more for u
[Cum_slut] 9:34 pm: more? oh yes hon. fill my mouth with cock...
[Cum_slut] 9:35 pm: i suck and lick at your hot swollen tip....
tasting your excitement....
[Cum_slut] 9:36 pm: my hand rest on your nylon clad knees as i
work my mouth up and down your clitty.....
[panty_stud] 9:36 pm: what a erotic sight
[panty_stud] 9:36 pm: u down on your knees with my clit in
youir mouth
[Cum_slut] 9:37 pm: my head bobbing up and down your length,
building up a rythym.....i can taste how hot you are....feel your
pulse in your clitty as i suck it...
[Cum_slut] 9:38 pm: i sense you stiffen....are you close hon?
[panty_stud] 9:39 pm: holding on
[Cum_slut] 9:39 pm: let it go babe, fill my mouth as i suck you....
 [panty_stud] 9:40 pm: can u taste the precum
[Cum_slut] 9:40 pm: my hand tickling your man pussy as i lick
and suck on your clitty...
[panty_stud] 9:40 pm: and start to feel the throbs
[Cum_slut] 9:40 pm: loving the taste of your pre cum hon
[panty_stud] 9:41 pm: can u feel it getting close
[Cum_slut] 9:42 pm: i can feel how close you are hon.....hold my
head hon....fuck my face....
[panty_stud] 9:42 pm: i am thrusting all of my clitty down your
throat
[Cum_slut] 9:43 pm: i gag a little as you get rough with
me......harder baby....cum in my mouth....
[panty_stud] 9:43 pm: drving my clitty deep now
[panty_stud] 9:43 pm: and u r gaging on my 8 in clit
[Cum_slut] 9:44 pm: i'm moaning as you fuck my face......in time
to your throbs.....gag me, fuck my mouth....
 [panty_stud] 9:44 pm: fucking u
[panty_stud] 9:44 pm: gagging u
[panty_stud] 9:44 pm: your eyes are all watering
[Cum_slut] 9:44 pm: harder and faster hon, abuse me....
[panty_stud] 9:44 pm: your nose dripping
[Cum_slut] 9:45 pm: fill my mouth with cum......i'm your
cumslut....call me that
[panty_stud] 9:45 pm: do u like the cum sprayed into your
mouth cumslut
[panty_stud] 9:45 pm: or do you want to suck it out
[panty_stud] 9:45 pm: hmm cumslut
[Cum_slut] 9:46 pm: i nod, my mouth full of clitty...
[panty_stud] 9:46 pm: ah u want to suck it out good
[panty_stud] 9:46 pm: that way u will get everydrop
[Cum_slut] 9:46 pm: i want your cum in my mouth
 [panty_stud] 9:47 pm: tell me when u r ready
[panty_stud] 9:47 pm: my little cum sucker
[Cum_slut] 9:47 pm: ready baby, fill my mouth...
[panty_stud] 9:47 pm: k here it cums
[Cum_slut] 9:48 pm: i can feel how close you are.........let it fly
Baby
[panty_stud] 9:48 pm: i willpull out of yourthroat just enough for
u to feel the warm juice
[Cum_slut] 9:48 pm: cum for me, cum please.....
[panty_stud] 9:48 pm: u just have the head inyour mouth now
and it s throbbing uncontrolably
[panty_stud] 9:48 pm: k babe here it cums
[panty_stud] 9:49 pm: suck it suck it suck it
[Cum_slut] 9:49 pm: lick and suck on the head of your clitty.....
[Cum_slut] 9:49 pm: mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...
[Cum_slut] 9:49 pm: sucking
[panty_stud] 9:49 pm: ahhh
[Cum_slut] 9:50 pm: i keep sucking your clitty head, i don't want
to waste a drop.....
[panty_stud] 9:50 pm: ah that felt good
[Cum_slut] 9:51 pm: "giggles" hppy to oblige hon
[Cum_slut] 9:51 pm: did you cum hard for me?
[panty_stud] 9:52 pm: yes slut
[panty_stud] 9:53 pm: u were very good
[panty_stud] 9:53 pm: ty
[panty_stud] 9:54 pm: a great cumslut
[panty_stud] 9:54 pm: and u were rewarded with a huge load
[panty_stud] 9:54 pm: now no brushing tonight
[panty_stud] 9:54 pm: want u to taste me all night u cum
Sucker
[Cum_slut] 9:55 pm: "giggles" i understand
[panty_stud] 9:57 pm: i can give u another load in the morning
if u need more
[panty_stud] 9:57 pm: bc thats what cumsluts do
[panty_stud] 9:57 pm: they crave cum and will go anywhere to
get iot
[panty_stud] 9:57 pm: i bet u go looking for a gloryhole tonight
[panty_stud] 9:58 pm: just to get another taste
[panty_stud] 9:58 pm: u should try some black cum u little
Whore
[Cum_slut] 9:58 pm: oh yes....
[panty_stud] 9:58 pm: from a nice big and fat black cock
[panty_stud] 9:59 pm: with huge balls that will fill your mouth
with so much seed it will cum out of your nose
[panty_stud] 9:59 pm: how does that sound u sissy bithch
[Cum_slut] 10:00 pm: divine....

Sunday, 16 January 2011

my assignment

I was instructed to find a sissy video that excites me. I am to watch it while practicing sucking my dildo. I am to be hard the entire time. Any precum is to be wiped onto my dildo for me to taste. 

I found a video of a sissy preparing his Mistress lover by giving him a blowjob, then the sissy watched while Mistress had sex with her lover and then the sissy cleaned Mistress' pussy with her tongue
my clitty was hard throughout and quite a lot of pre-cum came out. i kept wiping this onto the dildo and licked and sucked the dildo for about 20 minutes while the video was on

I remained hard throughout the assignment and there was a lot of precum. I was also aware that I had been ordered to practice sucking a cock and felt that this was the right thing for me to be practicing.

pantie wearing, the first time

I was staying at a girlfriend’s home and she was in the shower. I noticed a pile of clean laundry and a pair of her pink lacy panties on the top. I help them against me and looked at myself in the mirror for a few moments. I didn’t realise that she was watching me.
She told me it would be huge turn on for her if I was to try them on, so I did. She then got dressed, told me to get dressed and we went out, with me slightly dazed by the fact that I was wearing lacy pink panties under my clothes. She spent the evening teasing me and caressing me, and whispering in my ear if I didn’t do as I was told, she would tell her girlfriends who where with us.
I felt so controlled by her and at the same time I was very turned on. I was either erect or semi erect all evening, and I kept blushing all the time. I was certain that others there knew what I was wearing and so embarrassed but still turned on by the panties and the feeling that wearing them was right for me

sissy captions

the following sissy captions all excite me

hearing my Mistress being entertained in  a way that i will never be allowd to is only right for me. Also, if Her lover wishes to use me, then i should be open and ready for him


 i'm no longer allowed to watch while Mistress please's Herself. it makes me feel sad but i know it's the right thing to do. i am not worthy of Her beauty

Mistress is right, if it hurts a little it is of no importance to Her. i am Her sissy, i know this and i like the feeling

Mistress is right to insist that i use the toilet in the correct manner. it reminds me of my place and makes me feel very femanine
if only i could be allowed one cum, but Mistress has forbidden it


Saturday, 15 January 2011

first post











I am a sissy who is setting out on the second stage of my training. I am a sissy who has painted toe nails and a brazilian. I wear lingerie everyday beneath my clothes and i always sit to use the toilet. I have a dildo that i practice with. I recognise that Females are the superior force and that i am here to attempt to bring pleasure to them. i am allowed to rub my clitty but not allowed to cum until given permission to do so.